Carhartt Seconds

I was home after a birthday party and my immediate family and friends were there, my two brothers whom I rarely talk anymore because they are my half brothers (I do not half or not they are still my brothers.), but they live in New Jersey, and I live in PA, which we rarely speak. My mother and my boyfriend, his brother Joe and my friend Josh (be like my older brother, after a year and a half). So we were all standing in the kitchen about something, then everyone moved into the living room, but I do not remember walking there, I was just there, and it was my two brothers in blood, and some people I did not really recognize who they were. My house was weird in real life, they are painted whats called a "coffee" colored and white, and in my dream the walls were blue and orange, but I know it was my house. I continued to walk back to the computer room to room, trying to Josh in the computer room to the living room to spend time with each of us. My house started to grow, and stranger, and I realized Joey was nowhere around, so I picked him up, I looked into my room and it was not there, n 'There was nobody in the bathroom, it was not with Josh, and he was not with the family in the living room, so finally I checked my moms room, low and behold I looked in my mom and her face buried in a pillow covering his eyes while Joe was in flux, it was stock naked before a window without shades or curtains, and it is not black exterior. My mother and him were talking about something, and I know it was serious, and Joey sounds really bothered, but I do not know what they were talking .. (I hate that) So I said "Joey, baby?". Nothing. "Joey, are you?" Nothing. "Mom, is it good?? Why is it changing here?? Nothing. It's as if my whole immediate family has been ignoring me, I went to the room bathroom in my room moms, but someone was in it, so I waited a few seconds, and my moms old friend from NJ Tracy was there and I said "Long Time No See" and it has said something that I do not remember. After that I left the bathroom and my mother and Tracy had left, and Joey was sitting on the edge of my moms bed facing the window, looking at its sub- clothing into nothingness in the window when it was dark outside, and it looked so empty and sad. I tried talking to him, "Baby, do you agree? Whats bothering you? "It was as if I was not even there. So I am getting a bit worried, I went into the living room and saw my brother Jason, throw a piece of cake my brother Jamie. (Jamie is the brother that I am closer), then they really started to rise, and Jamie got up and he seemed really mad, and I've never seen him like that before, so I followed him into the bathroom where he cleaned his face off, and he looked in the mirror and had no reflection, so I am a little afraid, and went to see if Joey was always there in my moms room and it was not, so I went looking for him with Josh, and neither Joe nor Josh were there. I went to see if they were in the room, and passed by the room baths, Jamie was gone. I went into the living room, and Josh was sitting in the corner of Jamie. Joe and Jamie vanished. He was replaced as Josh Jamie. So, I was so confused and so scared that I ran out of the house, (I live in a suburban neighborhood) as it was all dirt roads and rural (although I would live somewhere like that.) And I tried to run This dirt road (do not know where I was running) and everything was so strange. I was looking for Joey. and I saw him walk a little before me, dressed in jeans and a Carhartt t-shirt, and boots. I ran towards him to catch him, and I walked beside him, just.